Saturday, April 7, 2012

There are days

that I feel like I can do this, and there are days that I just want to crawl into bed and never come out.  Today was one of those days.  My heart feels like it will never heal, I cry every time I turn around, and my arms ache to hold my sweet boy, just one more time.  One week ago today I was busy preparing for his sooner-than-planned on, but still 2 weeks away arrival.  One week ago today I felt his usual busy kicks for the last time.  One week ago today I was full and hopes and dreams for my strong little guy.  I know time will ease the pain, but there are days.

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