Wednesday, May 9, 2012

I Love You As Much

April 9, 2012
As I laid my sweet baby in his casket today, perfectly nestled in his blankets, the words to one of my favorite bedtime stories that I read to my kids came to my mind. "Now sleep, child of mine, while the stars shine above.  I love you as much as a mother can love." I love my little Miles more than I can express, and as I tucked his blankets around him and kissed his cheeks, it felt for a moment just like tucking in my other babies as they drifted off to sleep.  I would walk slowly away from their cribs, knowing I would miss them during the night, but that I would see them and hold them in the morning.  I suppose it really isn't much different, I just have to wait much longer for the morning when I will again see and hold Miles.

(I wrote this on the day of Miles' funeral, but I never published the post.  I thought it fitting to post it today, since today marks one month since the day that we buried our little angel).

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